It might be the worst christmas ever, and mom said that it's because of me that nobody want to come to our house to celebrate it.. It's not like before. We used to celebrate every birthdays, every christmas, every easters.. It's over now, it's all because of me..

Marco

My mom told me that I'll go somewhere,

but I don't know where. In a famous park maybe?

like Disneyland because my father is really happy to see me go away !

Marco

I'm back from there after 6 months.. It wasn't Disneyland. It was somewhere that I hope you'll never go.. I've stayed there because I am a freak. Actually, I've learn that I was not like the others, I am strongest then everyone in this world, my physical is awful to see, I have yellow eyes, like cats. As if I were an alien. In this place, called Institute, I was a vegetable, I had a straitjacket like if I was crazy.. like a monster.. treated as shit, left in the floor with my own excrements next to me, always with drugs and medicine running through my blood.

But actually, I'm different from before, I'm more human now.

My mother used to call me the "freak", that was my nickname with "the monster". Now, you know why my blog is called "Benthefreak".

Cathy

Sometimes I feel like nobody loves me.

But I don't mind I found my own friends.

My team, my new family.

Thomas