I'm back from there after 6 months.. It wasn't Disneyland. It was somewhere that I hope you'll never go.. I've stayed there because I am a freak. Actually, I've learn that I was not like the others, I am strongest then everyone in this world, my physical is awful to see, I have yellow eyes, like cats. As if I were an alien. In this place, called Institute, I was a vegetable, I had a straitjacket like if I was crazy.. like a monster.. treated as shit, left in the floor with my own excrements next to me, always with drugs and medicine running through my blood.

But actually, I'm different from before, I'm more human now.

My mother used to call me the "freak", that was my nickname with "the monster". Now, you know why my blog is called "Benthefreak".

Cathy